Deep inside I wanted to hug you because I missed you so much but yet I can't.
I was happy that I got to sit beside you during the wedding but I know it accounts for nothing because I am no longer in your life. Well probably you might have someone else whom you have fallen for or the other way round because your such an amazing girl, I'm still doubting if what I'm feeling now is justifiable.
As much as I love you, I know that I am nothing more than just a friend to you. I just hope that I can immerse myself to my work wholeheartedly that I wouldn't need to remind myself of these prolong pain that I'm experiencing.